So we have had 5 snow days so far. It sucks but oh well right? I have still stuck to my thought of dropping my class and just working on making my GPA get better. I need to stop overworking myself because I can almost see the wall I am about to hit. Not only am I overworking myself but I am over stressing myself as well. Too many things are coming around this year, money is tight and tensions are high. I can't wait till I get a better job and am out of school. Part of me is thinking that it just isn't worth it. That I am wasting my time building something that will end up useless. I want my family more than anything now and also just to be alone. I need to make an appointment with my doctor and talk about a few things. Like maybe my brain isn't working right anymore or something. I dunno, we'll see I guess.

Snow Day

Yes, there was a snow day today. Not so much Yay but more like Crap! I have decided to drop my English class seeing as how I am so behind. And there is no way I will catch up. Still failing on the note taking in Math but I really don't need it till the beginning of February. I was supposed to finish my last project for Ceramics today but that's obviously a no-go.

I have been good about cutting out soda for the past weeks but recently with the new owners at work I have had to resort to drinking a bit to de-stress. I am still very upset that they basically got rid of everyone. Oh, I am still working but they laid everyone else off. I am quite torn between losing all my friends at work or happy I still have money coming in. With the minimum wage up to $9.04 I basically got a 21¢ raise. Treated myself to a bit of online retail therapy at Victoria's Secret. But with plans today, I realized I should have just bought a new vacuum cleaner.

So, I currently am ahead of my Math class like planned but ended up behind in my English class. I am not liking this presentation stuff for English. I will work on it tomorrow though, see procrastination at it's best! I will have my Math done by tomorrow night hopefully and start up on the next thing. I have to remember to make notes if possible. I am excited to see if my Ceramics project is still in tact. Hopefully she is because I still need to put on a few things.

On other news, I am currently trying to work out a good "diet" per say. I am cutting out a lot of stuff I shouldn't eat or drink, waiting on the New Years rush to die at the gym, I am already feeling better I guess. Totally up in the air.

Winter Quarter Week 1

Wow it is already that time for school, today I finished my second day of classes. It wasn't horrible because I only had 1 class at the college today. Tonight I will start working on getting ahead in Math. So far nothing is due for another couple of days but I can already see this quarter turning into something a bit rough. Mainly the fact that there is a stupid presentation in English. You write not present stuff. I think that Ceramics is going to be harder than I thought it was going to be, but I'll survive. The clay itself was really heavy, still need the kit too.

I've been working 80 hours at the gasless gas station and no hours babysitting. I miss that little girl. I have also been debating on visiting Guam with my Grandpa. Money is a big issue right now but I think it would be really good for us. And would help me in the grieving process because I haven't fully accepted my Grandma's passing. Dunno, we'll just have to wait and see now wont we.