Well Crap...

Been working for about 3 weeks now and I'm just flabbergasted. At the interview I told them I start school and these are my hours etc. They wrote it down on my resume. Work was getting more and more annoying but now today takes the cake. I gave them my schedule again just to make sure they remembered. Yea far from it, because they wanted me just for orders and a fill in. I have only 1 day next week and on that day we will "talk" about the future and what I think. I'm so agitated that I could beat someone. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm dome!

Bleh

I have this sad feeling like I didn't get the job at Pier 1. Today is looking like the weather is going to be poo all day. Hopefully something good happens.

Pass Out Worthy

Yesterday sucked so much.  Had to work at 5:30 am again with no sleep.  I didn't really eat anything all day so I was without energy for anything.  Brain dead and physically weak the day ran way to long.  At work the truck came in 2 hours late and without the invoice so that was the start of a bad day altogether.  I had to write out all the orders by hand so we can put them out.  Then when the bosses came in I was getting the poop for not being efficient and quick.  We had a huge ass order and we got a ton of it out before they showed up but I worked until I had to leave.  I was pissed!

After work I had to lay down because I was about to collapse.  I got ready for the interview at Pier 1.  I was really nervous and didn't want to take the ride up there alone, I brought my sister with.  Not knowing that the interview was going to be 2 hours long with a lot of time waiting on 3 people and a tour.  I was a bit upset but I really want this job.  My poor sister had to wait in the car that whole time.  I felt so horrible, I thought it would be at the most 30 minutes.  Either way I am excited.

Then I had to make a run to Costco with my sister-in-law to help out.  She had baby with her so I got to see her gorgeous big eyes.  She was in a daze because she got shots.  I was happy when I got home though.  Ate a nice dinner and passed out after.  I feel so much better after sleeping you have no idea.

Lazy Fits

I slept fine, but I'm still tired after not doing very much. I went to Top Foods to grab a few drinks. Then I picked up my sister and her friend from school. We went to the mall and I paid my bills. Then I dropped her back home, and I feel exhausted. It was nice and sunny all day until about an hour ago. Now its drowsy land all over again. A friend of mine is texting me to see if I want to hang out but all I can think of is napping.

Oh, and my interview changed to Wednesday. Really do hope I get this job.

Sooo tired!!!!

Last night I worked the closing shift, which the store closes at 9 pm. Had to get dinner ready and watch Hitman. I tried really hard to get things done quickly because I had to be at work today at 5:30 am. I did fine to wake up and all but was completely brain dead for the first couple hours. Either way I am bound to have a bit of a mess up at work for just starting.

After work I went straight home to clean up and start a few chores. I had to be at the college by 12:30 pm to meet with the financial aid office. Glad to say it went well! I have my summer tuition paid for and I'm good to go. I even bought the book we'll be using. It set me back $111. I am praying real hard that I get the Pier 1 job. I'll be able to pay off a few things. Maybe actually have money?

50/50

Lots of stuff that happened today, but all in about a 3 hour span.

Went to the college at about 10 to talk with the Financial Aid people. Long story short, I have a meeting with someone on the 13th to see if I'll be able to go to school this year.

After that I went up to DuPont to fill out the application for Pier 1. A few hours later I get a call to come in on Monday! I am so happy about this and excited too. I hope I get it!

So I had a bit of bad news in the beginning of the day, then some exciting news towards the end.

Wheelin

Had to wake up this morning at 7:50 to head over to a friends house. Didn't get much sleep because we had a few buddies over and they spend the night because they had a few drinks. We drove to Yelm to meet up then headed to Tacoma to meet with a few other people. It was a long drive to Tahuya but it was interesting seeing a few places I have never been before. When we got to our destination, we basically hit up puddles and went up and down hill climbs. We started at about 12 I believe. But we didn't leave till 4. My body is so wreaked from trying not to slosh around the rig the whole time. Feel like my insides are all jumbled. I had a lot of fun though!

Possible I Hope

So I'm looking into getting a job at the Pier 1 Distribution Center. A friend works there and it's good money for real labor which is something I kind of want right now. I don't want to deal with money transactions anymore. I don't like feeling sick to my stomach at a job. So hopefully I can get it and start there without hassle.

Ugh

Having one of those gloomy days where I feel like calling someone, knowing full well that they won't answer. But you can still hear their voice and it hurts so bad. I miss you Mama!

So, for the past couple of weeks I have only applied at 1 job.  I didn't think I would get it and had a poo feeling about it in the first place.  I ended up getting it but only as a part time position.  Barely 20 hours a week.  Not enough to pay even half my bills.  So it is possible I might actually look into something better even if there is a chance of getting more hours. 

School is being stupid.  They are giving me the run around for financial aid.  I can only hope and pray that they pay for my classes, otherwise I am screwed another year out of the program.  Send good luck vibes!

Life has had some interesting turn of events.  I received some juicy gossip this morning and have been grinning about it all day.  Oh if the family only knew about me.  They won't ever know because only the people I know who would keep their lips sealed know.  But I will say that keeping it or not, my loved ones would never stop loving me regardless of any decisions I make; good or bad.  I guess I am lucky!  I have been trying to eat better, maybe lose a couple pounds.  My gym membership has been put on hold because I can not afford it but because I am not paying month to month it is being backlogged and so I can't go in till it is paid off.  I believe that once I have the means and drive like I did for classes I might actually have some results that I could show off.  I mean, I have to be able to keep up with my beautiful niece Zoey.

I have to be at work tomorrow at 5:30am so I better hit the sheets.  Night all~