Grades Posted

Worst quarter ever!! All I have to say.

Winter Quarter Complete

Been a lot of changes since my last post. Not sure if I could get to all of them but lets see.

School: hoping for improvements but not much change. Took my last final today and am glad to be back in bed. Had some extra credit points for 1 teachers class which I'm hoping raised my grade up enough to pass. Still quite the loner from what I've noticed again. I like that I'm the quiet observer.

Work: nonexistent as far as I'm concerned. I haven't had work in 2 weeks going on 3. I need to put some stuff together and see if I can get another job possibly. I hate jumping around but I'm sick of not being able to pay for anything.

Home: well, I need to start back at the gym to get some results. Better eating habits or at least grab stuff that doesn't require dishes. BF and I are no longer. His decisions have been rash as of late and I have not had any benefit of it. I broke it off and I guess you could say we are in limbo. We do love each other and want to work it out but again, his decisions have all been for the worse. Granted there was no hostility, violence, cheating or growth apart to cause this separation. On my end I just want him to know there is a possibility that I will not always be there and to take the relationship seriously. I'm not a wife or a mother and I can barely take care of myself, I shouldn't have to do everything and not get anything in return. My life has been one big ball of stress for the last few months due to school and so I haven't been the best GF but if anything I am making it so life will be just a tad bit easier.

Anyway I need to nap for a bit. Good day.

Long, long week

Monday: Came to class to practice radiographs and get cleared, accomplished it on the second try. Was supposed to meet with a personal trainer at 24 Hour Fitness, ended up having to reschedule due to miscommunication on their part. I thought it was awesome because I had to leave to Cowlitz county to pay BFs speeding deferral. So I left class 5 mins early and was probably docked 5 points for the day. We end up finishing that pretty quickly and decide to go down to Portland to Voodoo Doughnuts and get some delicious treats. We looked around for a place to eat and found this place called The Slide Inn, which was just opening their doors. We were the only ones there for at least 1/2 an hour. The meal was great and the night was fun. Slept the whole way home after that.

Tuesday: Came in early again but this time by choice. I had scheduled 2 appointments for coronal polishes on my 2 friends. Needless to say it was interesting doing it back to back. They left with nice clean teeth! Class went on as usual. Went to the gym and met with the trainer, she was fun and really nice, she kicked my butt though. We did circuit training and I was so very sore.

Wednesday: To be quite honest I don't remember much of that day. I'm pretty sure I slept in since it was open lab.

Thursday: I went to class early then realized I was supposed to be in the morning classes Friday. I left and spent 2 hours at DSHS meeting with someone about food assistance. Once I got that settled I returned to class and studied for the big radiology test that ended up being way easier than we expected.

Today: Got 1 project out of the way, worked on another that never got started, took 2 tests and finished 1 evaluation. BF wants me to go to the gym tonight but we just had our couples therapy again and I'm just mentally exhausted and want to pass out. So good night!!

Oh and my hours have been cut dramatically. About to ask for my old job back! I'm pissed!!