Week 1 Complete

Oh boy, that was rough! I'm completely unorganized. I get all the things we are doing but it is rough. I don't know what class I'm in because there is too much going on.

First Day Complete

Man, that hurt my brain. We have the first 3 weeks of the schedules and I get 2 Fridays off! I am glad I am more organized but it is still going to be hard. I've already started procrastinating, and it needs to stop. Lunches are going to be my saving grace. Glad I have a bunch of awesome classmates to help with everything. Now to try and sleep early!

Fall Quarter Start

Tomorrow is the first day of class. I am both excited and anxious to be going back. I'll finally have my schedule for all the classes and figure out a few things. We already know that for sure one of the girls is not going to continue, which is sad but it happens. All I can hope for is that I'll be safe from either myself or others.

Yesterday night I went to "band practice" and made a few bad choices but it worked itself out. My lovely friend made tomato bread and it was awesome!

Have to try and sleep. Wish me luck!

Some days...

I just want to be an ass to people...

... But I don't.

The End.

Withdrawals?

For the past 2 days I've been feeling really sick and just not right. Lower back pains, nausea, headaches and a few other things. It's been 4 days since I last took my pills and I could just be suffering from withdrawals. It isn't because I'm trying to go cold turkey, but because I have not remembered to take them. Started back up, hopefully I can feel better. Wish me luck?

Unbalanced

Yesterday and today were fairly good days I suppose. I got to get most of my errands done and hang out with my sister. She's getting more and more awesome by the day. She really is a good kid, just wish I could get to know my brother as good as I'm getting to know her. He just sticks to his video games. We opened my dental kit to find my dental model. It was fun playing with a fake mouth. I'm excited for school to start. I can not tell you how worried I was when I saw that my tuition was not paid yet on the last day for payments. I went in and there were lines out of the building. Luckily it wasn't as horrible for the financial aid part. Got it figured out and now it says it's paid for.

Today I just stayed in bed. Last night I started melatonin supplements, 3mg capsules. I just melted into the bed. Had to have the BF help me down the stairs to potty. I wouldn't allow myself to sleep if I didn't go first. When I woke up I was refreshed. Felt like I had the best sleep of my life. So much so that I really just wanted to do nothing and relax more before the real world started to kick in. The day went by quickly though. I hung out with a friend for about 20 minutes or so. Then spent some time with the BF. My night just didn't work out so well. He sure knows how to make a girl feel so insecure about herself, I think he doesn't realize it. So much so that I may not go back to Canada with him this winter. And though I do love him there are just times when I want him to realize, though it would hurt me, it wouldn't be hard for him to lose me. I realize that I do not have the body I did when I met him, and I have been taking better care of myself. He still has it in his head that skanky sticks are hot, and rounder girls just need to lose weight. I'm willing to bet that if I do lose the weight and dressed like what he wanted he'd soon realize I was fine the way I was because when you add alcohol to me, I become an attention whore and snuggle up to people. I don't know, guys are all jerks. I just wish he would realize what he does on his own rather than me constantly reminding him that words do hurt. I guess that's all I wanted to say really. Night all.

Back home

Kinda sad to leave Canada. But know better for next time! We'll be going back sometime this winter! I'm real excited about it.

Day 2

Slept in again. We had lunch at Longhorn Saloon. Went swimming and then dinner at Zog's again. Little bit of a drink at Cinnamon Bear. Then passed out!

*You get it

Day 1

Day went by too quickly napped for most of it.

*again not in order...

Trip Up

Didn't honestly get many pictures because it was dark, got here in about 7ish hours. Long trip but happy to be here!

*gotta love how none of these are loading in order. I'm on my phone.

To Canada We Go~

Heading to Whistler for the weekend. Got everything packed and ready to go. We are just exchanging our money at the bank and we are off. More posts later as we go because there it no point in updating while still in Olympia.

Owwies

Got my shots updated for school yesterday and they are feeling a bit sore now. I've been noticing lately that I am bruising a lot easier than normal. I don't know if it's because of the meds or I'm low in iron, but it's scaring me a bit.

Had my second therapy session today and I really feel like this will help me in the long run. We are touching a lot of subjects that I have worked out myself and stuff she is slowly seeing. Also building up a better diet to help with other things. I'm actually happy about this.

*bandaid film and bruise