Long awaited update!

So right off the bat I broke up with my ex for multiple reasons. And thanks to him I now have to live with something I will never forgive him for. But I'm still questioning the results due to the immunization process I'm in the middle of.

Over 4th of July weekend I rolled my ankle pretty bad and is just now feeling like normal. Which is funny because I did a 5k Glow Run/Walk a couple weekends after with my coworker and I loved it!

I found an old pic of my biological father in my luggage and don't know if I want to look for him or not. I am more concerned with my health over reconnecting for closure issues. I was raised by a bunch of awesome men in my life so I really do not have father abandonment issues. 

Other than that I'm trying to enjoy the single life but loneliness sucks. Been on a few dates here and there but no one wanting more than the booty. Not that kind of girl nor do I just want random partners ever! Grandma and pa raised an old fashioned girl.

I need to go to bed, just thought I'd vent a tad because I've been really agitated lately. Need some down time and a bit of physical pain. Finally gauged my ears to the size I want now. I'll post a picture when they heal and I have better plugs. Anyway, good night all.

Just plain tired

So I am just emotionally done at work. I plan on just getting the day done and keeping to myself. Seems like these past few weeks have just sucked and has been emotionally draining with patients and co-workers. My body isn't doing so hot either. While I am improving at my Chiropractors with meeting 2 times a week for chiro and massage after my rear end accident back in January. As far as I've gotten, the car is fixed and I ache like usual now and but it gets pretty bad from time to time. 

Just a quickie vent...

Quickie Update

Our Valentine's Day lunch was really fun. We ate at a classy restaurant called Hearthfire thanks to the Doctors I work for. We still have some left over cash to go for a second round! 

During Auntie Gigi's stay I was looking for a necklace for Justin since he wore one. She found these cute little "His" and "Hers" necklaces for us. Unfortunately after a few days of wearing mine I started to break out in a rash. 

I finally went to the eye doctor and I have an astigmatism, near and far sighted, my "lining" is thickening which comes with age and I may have calcium deposits or a heretary lining around the iris which is not normal for a 26 year old. But hey, I wear my new glasses almost all the time. I'm very slowly getting used to them.

I find that if I'm doing multiple things while under green influences, lots of things get done quicker and still not be a zombie like everyone thinks pot heads are like. Well, live with my pain and anxiety for a few months then get back to me about how pot is bad. I sleep and am more alert at work and can manage my pain better throughout the day so that I only need to smoke a bit after work to be able to continue my day normally. 

Anyway, no silly stoner rant tonight. Justin and the kids are over for the second time and limits are being tested but I've been there before. I like to think my observation skills and common sense lead me to better decisions through out life. I gotta try to sleep. Last night sucked trying to sleep all the way through the night. 

Date night and next morning

We finally went and saw Fifty Shades of Grey, it wasn't bad. I finally got my hair re-dyed and so we were a bit late to the first showing. So we took a small nap which was much needed for me. When we got up we decided to go to The Rock for dinner and it was fun, then we headed to the movie. I'd say the movie was pretty good but had my moments where I got bored of all the sex. But now I need to finish the other books. Anyway, good night and such hehe. Baby girl isn't feeling well so he went home. I got to bed and slept pretty well through the night. I guess I was fine and happy this morning but a few of my insecurities are coming out because of some info I got this morning from him. Let's me know things are too fast and that I actually really like this guy. Let's see how I do for the rest of the day and not take things out on others or myself. 

I'm flying high right now and felt a vent was much needed, and it was. I've calmed down a bit. 

Not a bad weekend

It's fun having a new love for Valentines Day. So I met Justin after a couple weeks of talking online. We met at the Starbucks I frequent after his class because he was in town. He came in after I had ordered my drink. Man he is cute, I couldn't stare at him for long. I was extremely nervous. We talked a bit then went back to my place to smoke a bit. It was a good night hehe. We've been together since and it'll be a month since then soon. His kids are adorable and I'm really falling for him. I'm really excited and happy. But I'm still trying not to be completely closed off either, after last time I don't want to get hurt again. Either way, I'm just trying to enjoy everything.

Yes I realize I keep going MIA...

Well I did have a happy birthday, a sad Thanksgiving and a good Christmas and New Year's.

I'll update tomorrow, I'm way too tired right now.