Date night and next morning

We finally went and saw Fifty Shades of Grey, it wasn't bad. I finally got my hair re-dyed and so we were a bit late to the first showing. So we took a small nap which was much needed for me. When we got up we decided to go to The Rock for dinner and it was fun, then we headed to the movie. I'd say the movie was pretty good but had my moments where I got bored of all the sex. But now I need to finish the other books. Anyway, good night and such hehe. Baby girl isn't feeling well so he went home. I got to bed and slept pretty well through the night. I guess I was fine and happy this morning but a few of my insecurities are coming out because of some info I got this morning from him. Let's me know things are too fast and that I actually really like this guy. Let's see how I do for the rest of the day and not take things out on others or myself. 

I'm flying high right now and felt a vent was much needed, and it was. I've calmed down a bit. 

Not a bad weekend

It's fun having a new love for Valentines Day. So I met Justin after a couple weeks of talking online. We met at the Starbucks I frequent after his class because he was in town. He came in after I had ordered my drink. Man he is cute, I couldn't stare at him for long. I was extremely nervous. We talked a bit then went back to my place to smoke a bit. It was a good night hehe. We've been together since and it'll be a month since then soon. His kids are adorable and I'm really falling for him. I'm really excited and happy. But I'm still trying not to be completely closed off either, after last time I don't want to get hurt again. Either way, I'm just trying to enjoy everything.