Possible I Hope

So I'm looking into getting a job at the Pier 1 Distribution Center. A friend works there and it's good money for real labor which is something I kind of want right now. I don't want to deal with money transactions anymore. I don't like feeling sick to my stomach at a job. So hopefully I can get it and start there without hassle.

Ugh

Having one of those gloomy days where I feel like calling someone, knowing full well that they won't answer. But you can still hear their voice and it hurts so bad. I miss you Mama!

So, for the past couple of weeks I have only applied at 1 job.  I didn't think I would get it and had a poo feeling about it in the first place.  I ended up getting it but only as a part time position.  Barely 20 hours a week.  Not enough to pay even half my bills.  So it is possible I might actually look into something better even if there is a chance of getting more hours. 

School is being stupid.  They are giving me the run around for financial aid.  I can only hope and pray that they pay for my classes, otherwise I am screwed another year out of the program.  Send good luck vibes!

Life has had some interesting turn of events.  I received some juicy gossip this morning and have been grinning about it all day.  Oh if the family only knew about me.  They won't ever know because only the people I know who would keep their lips sealed know.  But I will say that keeping it or not, my loved ones would never stop loving me regardless of any decisions I make; good or bad.  I guess I am lucky!  I have been trying to eat better, maybe lose a couple pounds.  My gym membership has been put on hold because I can not afford it but because I am not paying month to month it is being backlogged and so I can't go in till it is paid off.  I believe that once I have the means and drive like I did for classes I might actually have some results that I could show off.  I mean, I have to be able to keep up with my beautiful niece Zoey.

I have to be at work tomorrow at 5:30am so I better hit the sheets.  Night all~

I believe my last post didn't explain very much. Sorry. I will try to fill in the blanks I guess.

Work:
March 17 was my last day at AMPM because the new owners had to close it down.  The previous owner wasn't signing required paperwork and he was also stealing money from the account.  So they did what they felt was right and closed up shop.  Convenient because I was also set for a quarter of school off.

School:
Since I need money and work(ed) a bunch of hours at a time, I was also a full-time student!  I have been going to college without breaks to earn my AA since Spring 09'.  My grades were slipping and I needed time to breathe so I took Spring off because I also did not have the money to pay for the rest of the quarter.

So with that said, I have been unemployed and on a break from school for a while. After a few weeks, I am not happy and I want to be out of this frikken apartment!!