Wheelin

Had to wake up this morning at 7:50 to head over to a friends house. Didn't get much sleep because we had a few buddies over and they spend the night because they had a few drinks. We drove to Yelm to meet up then headed to Tacoma to meet with a few other people. It was a long drive to Tahuya but it was interesting seeing a few places I have never been before. When we got to our destination, we basically hit up puddles and went up and down hill climbs. We started at about 12 I believe. But we didn't leave till 4. My body is so wreaked from trying not to slosh around the rig the whole time. Feel like my insides are all jumbled. I had a lot of fun though!

Possible I Hope

So I'm looking into getting a job at the Pier 1 Distribution Center. A friend works there and it's good money for real labor which is something I kind of want right now. I don't want to deal with money transactions anymore. I don't like feeling sick to my stomach at a job. So hopefully I can get it and start there without hassle.

Ugh

Having one of those gloomy days where I feel like calling someone, knowing full well that they won't answer. But you can still hear their voice and it hurts so bad. I miss you Mama!

So, for the past couple of weeks I have only applied at 1 job.  I didn't think I would get it and had a poo feeling about it in the first place.  I ended up getting it but only as a part time position.  Barely 20 hours a week.  Not enough to pay even half my bills.  So it is possible I might actually look into something better even if there is a chance of getting more hours. 

School is being stupid.  They are giving me the run around for financial aid.  I can only hope and pray that they pay for my classes, otherwise I am screwed another year out of the program.  Send good luck vibes!

Life has had some interesting turn of events.  I received some juicy gossip this morning and have been grinning about it all day.  Oh if the family only knew about me.  They won't ever know because only the people I know who would keep their lips sealed know.  But I will say that keeping it or not, my loved ones would never stop loving me regardless of any decisions I make; good or bad.  I guess I am lucky!  I have been trying to eat better, maybe lose a couple pounds.  My gym membership has been put on hold because I can not afford it but because I am not paying month to month it is being backlogged and so I can't go in till it is paid off.  I believe that once I have the means and drive like I did for classes I might actually have some results that I could show off.  I mean, I have to be able to keep up with my beautiful niece Zoey.

I have to be at work tomorrow at 5:30am so I better hit the sheets.  Night all~