Interesting day

So far all is well at work. School started back up again, not feeling it though. 

Yesterday I get to work and start working on correcting a chart. There was a strange buzz in the air and lights just went out. The transformer outside blew and I saw it all. It was pretty cool, except for the power being out for 2 hours. We caught up on things that needed to be done then once the power came on it was a scramble. I enjoyed it. 

Good Week

Had Labor Day off but got paid for it. I go back on Tuesday and the Dr. and Manager tell me that they are glad I'm there and give me complements. I need to be less hard on myself but still expect the best from myself. On Friday my co-worker said she was happy I was there too. We get out pretty quickly because I help out with the cleaning. But I messed up on something which brought my confidence down. Though I needed it. I need to make sure not to ever get over confident. 

I've been going to the gym again and almost everyday to boot. Well almost everyday. I've missed 2 days already but today I forgot that they close early on weekends. 

Today was nice though, I spent time with my ex. We just went for brunch and hung out for a bit. It was nice but I really need to remember that it's over and he wants to stay single for a while. I do miss him though. 

Breathe

That's what I've been telling myself for the past couple weeks. After the Whistler trip I stopped my meds, been a wreck so now I'm back on them. 

Somehow I passed my Dental classes with A's and a B+ for math. How that happened I have no idea but I'm not going to fight it. Money for the DANB came out so I should be receiving a letter in the mail saying I can go take my test. 

I've been on a Supernatural binge and that's what has kept me occupied for the past couple of weeks. After I'm done with that I think I'll try out Bones again but we'll see. 

Since getting paychecks every week this month I have been trying to pay off a few things but I need to cut my spending again. Coffee shops are my weakness these past few days. 

As for my love life, I really don't have one. Been avoiding a few things and now it's more like a friend with occasional possible mistakes. It's really over but you can't just forget 6 years. Who knows, maybe in the end it may work out but that's just me hoping for something that looks like its wishful thinking. I took myself off the rollacoster and so my meds are keeping me steady for now. All I can do for now is work on myself and completing my goals.

End of Week 6

This week has been kind of in the middle of good and bad. Felt like crying on Tuesday after most of my procedures. I felt like I was screwing up everything, and it's only with one doctor. But other than that the weeks been good. Got my first paycheck yesterday. Went to Quesadilla Factory to celebrate.