Been a lot of changes since my last post. Not sure if I could get to all of them but lets see.
School: hoping for improvements but not much change. Took my last final today and am glad to be back in bed. Had some extra credit points for 1 teachers class which I'm hoping raised my grade up enough to pass. Still quite the loner from what I've noticed again. I like that I'm the quiet observer.
Work: nonexistent as far as I'm concerned. I haven't had work in 2 weeks going on 3. I need to put some stuff together and see if I can get another job possibly. I hate jumping around but I'm sick of not being able to pay for anything.
Home: well, I need to start back at the gym to get some results. Better eating habits or at least grab stuff that doesn't require dishes. BF and I are no longer. His decisions have been rash as of late and I have not had any benefit of it. I broke it off and I guess you could say we are in limbo. We do love each other and want to work it out but again, his decisions have all been for the worse. Granted there was no hostility, violence, cheating or growth apart to cause this separation. On my end I just want him to know there is a possibility that I will not always be there and to take the relationship seriously. I'm not a wife or a mother and I can barely take care of myself, I shouldn't have to do everything and not get anything in return. My life has been one big ball of stress for the last few months due to school and so I haven't been the best GF but if anything I am making it so life will be just a tad bit easier.
Anyway I need to nap for a bit. Good day.
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