So we are just about halfway with the quarter and I feel like I've been in a fog. Things have been going by so quickly and I haven't had a chance to relax even once. But I can look forward to a few days off this month. I was fairly satisfied with my grades to this point until the test from last week in Chairside. I was doing great until then when I got a 79.6% which I guess for some people is fine, but I'm striving for A's and I won't be happy otherwise. Quite honestly if I were doing this just for myself it would be fine. But since my Grandmother has passed, I am setting my goals high to make as many people proud of me as I can. I know for a fact that no one thought I would ever make something of myself. I was a spoiled brat and hated school. The simple suggestion of wanting to go to college was alien in my life. I'm not even quite sure how it all started but I've come to a point in life where I've set up a checklist for myself and if I stray then I don't deserve to have anyone proud of me. I want to show people that they were wrong to think I wasn't going anywhere. And mainly to rub it in some people's faces. I do have to be honest and point that out. There are a select group of people in my life where I really want to take their words and shove it down their throats and hope they choke!
Now don't get me wrong, all my goals are strictly for me to be satisfied with my life. But you can't only have good intentions in mind to keep it up. For me, it would bring me utmost pleasure to be in a high point in life and help those who help me and not help those who used me. No one can be saintly, and if they say they are, they are lying!
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